Not Hiding: A Story from Bishkek

“Either choose God or your family.”

I’ve believed in Jesus for four years now. My mom initially knew I went to church, but my dad only found out a few months ago. This has been a very difficult time for my family and for me. My dad was very angry about it, and he still doesn’t talk to me. But I believe they will definitely come to know God and hope they will both continue talking with me.

I grew up in Bishkek and have lived here my whole life. Four years ago, I was taking an English class, and the teacher asked, “What’s your favorite day of the week?” A guy said, “Sunday, because I go to my church.”

I don’t know what happened to me, but I felt such great love in that. I was genuinely curious!

I searched for a Bishkek church on Instagram, found a Korean church, and asked if I could come. I arrived on Sunday, knocked on the gate, and the pastor opened the door and began sharing who Jesus is. For the first time in my life, at 19, I learned who Jesus is and what He did for us, for me.

In my heart, I knew this is how God should be—One who loves us deeply. I accepted Jesus that same day.

Now I go to Word of Life Church, and I serve on the worship team. I love praising God, and I also work with our youth group and enjoy getting to share the Word with them.

Being a Christian in Kyrgyzstan is quite challenging and can be lonely.

When people hear I’m a Christian, it feels like something’s wrong. But hiding my faith feels even worse—like living an empty and insignificant life—so I try to speak boldly.

Two months ago, my dad said, “Either choose God or your family.” I said I couldn’t give up on God, even though I love my family very much. He told me to leave the house, and I’ve been living alone ever since. My church and friends have been incredibly supportive, and that really saved me.

God showed me that the meaning of life is about always putting Him first. No matter what happens, I want to continue to believe and keep my relationship with God strong and open.